Monday, July 9, 2018

Dear God, I say “trust, trust,” but how fully do I rely upon you? In truth I behave as if I alone am responsible for every outcome. This is how I think. I arrange events, I worry over results. This faith I proclaim evaporates under the day’s heat.

Lord, let me live a life today in which I wholeheartedly depend upon you. So easy to say, so difficult to enact.

Grant me progress, for I am so far from you. Let me be willing to draw nearer to you, let my worries ease, let me trust your support.

Trust, trust. Let me have it.

(Letter #1276)