When disappointment comes, Lord, what am I to do? Have you abandoned me?
I walk through this world a creature of wants. I am in a state of unfulfillment, for there is always one more desire to pursue.
Let me see what you have already given me. I am overflowing with wealth. Yet I ignore these mounds of treasure as if they were heaps of rusted scrap.
Lord, open my eyes.
(Letter #1,649)