Letter 4337: Fleeting Thoughts

Can I capture them?

While putting away my night clothes, a thought came to me. But the time I had finished, I could no longer recall it.

Walking the grounds, the idea I had moments ago has vanished.

Were these thoughts unimportant, Lord? Or did you note them, with love, and might you deliver to me all my desires, even ones I forgot I had?

Even my fleeting thoughts are precious to you, Lord. Let me treat them so.


Consider:

Can I be more attentive to my inner life today?


Reading:

“The soul becomes dyed with the color of its thoughts.”

— Marcus Aurelius

“Nothing is so strong as gentleness, nothing so gentle as real strength.”

— Francis de Sales

“How precious also are thy thoughts unto me, O God! how great is the sum of them!”

— Psalm 139:17 (KJV)


Letter 4336: Dependence

Strength not my own.

I am a hidden seed, covered by earth I did not choose, yet to be nourished by rain I cannot summon, with nought to do but wait for growth.

What I grow into and become may be as mighty as an oak. Would that strength then be mine?

Let me accept and rejoice in my dependence on you, Lord, here under the earth.


Consider:

Can I live fully dependent?


Reading:

“The oak fought the wind and was broken, the willow bent when it must and survived.”

— Robert Jordan

“I live now, not I, but Christ liveth in me.”

— Saint Paul

“So then neither is he that planteth any thing, neither he that watereth; but God that giveth the increase.”

— 1 Corinthians 3:7 (KJV)


Letter 4335: Unexpected Path

More ways than I can see.

The gate would not open. I pushed and pulled. I walked the fence line looking for a break. The latch was bent beyond my strength.

I stood in the road, counting what I did not have. Better tools. Another pair of hands.

Beyond the hedge, a narrow path wound toward the field. I had passed it many times. It led where the gate would not.

Why do I believe the only way forward is the one I have already imagined?

Lord, show me the path I did not know to look for.


Consider:

Can I trust your solutions exceed my imagination?


Reading:

“We do not know what is possible; we only know what we have seen.” — Wendell Berry

“Faith sees the invisible, believes the unbelievable, and receives the impossible.” — Corrie ten Boom

“For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, declares the Lord.” — Isaiah 55:8


Letter 4334: Practice

Devotion and skill.

Is living a skill I would learn, like framing a door?

A craft, like furniture building?

A devotional practice?

Could this day be all those things?

I can do my chores efficiently. I can seek to cook an evening meal to remember.

I can live this day as a gift to you, Lord.

Skill, craft, devotion.


Consider:

Can I live devotionally today?


Reading:

“We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit.”

— Will Durant

“In the beginner’s mind there are many possibilities, in the expert’s mind there are few.”

— Shunryu Suzuki

“Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might.”

— Ecclesiastes 9:10 (KJV)