Unspoken

Letter 4523

I pray to you each morn, Lord, and this one is no different. The worry of coming days weighs on me, the worry of coming moments.

Am I then to recite a litany of requests? My prayers then become long lists.

Indeed the words do not come, Lord. I seek you, I seek your will, I seek relief. Yet I cannot articulate from what. Will you be deaf to me if all I can muster is a groan?

I draw near to you, you draw near to me. That in itself is relief. We need no words for there to be a channel between us.

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You know what I need whether I can speak it or not. “Lord, help me” is a full prayer.

Lord, help me.

Consider:

Can I try to draw near today?

Reading:

❖ “And prayer is more than an order of words…” — T. S. Eliot, Little Gidding

❖ “The quieter you become inside, the more you will pull back a little and remove yourself from the reactive mode that you are in.” — Ram Dass

❖ “Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered.” — Romans 8:26 (KJV)

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~B.R.

Praise and Song

Letter 4522

The rains have stopped and dawn comes brightly. My heart holds energy and my limbs are strong.

Such newness and joy! I am ready for the world.

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Let me sing of the joy I feel, and lift up all that undergirds it for all to see. Let me fill my day with praise and song! Gratitude! How else to mark this turning point if a morning?

Let me live and speak my joy today.

Consider:

Can I sing of my gratitude today?

Reading:

❖ “Instructions for living a life: Pay attention. Be astonished. Tell about it.” — Mary Oliver, “Sometimes,” Red Bird

❖ “For it is not joy that makes us grateful; it is gratitude that makes us joyful.” — David Steindl-Rast, Gratefulness, the Heart of Prayer

❖ “Enter into his gates with thanksgiving, and into his courts with praise: be thankful unto him, and bless his name.” — Psalm 100:4 (KJV)

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~B.R.

Statues

Letter 4521

Walking through a garden of statues.

Old wisdom looking down on me.

One after another, over many years, were they placed here.

What do they offer?

Some look upon me sternly. Others are engaged in worlds of their own, or look into the distance.

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Perhaps it is the ancient artists with whom I am speaking. They left these figures for me and others like me. It is not the grand figures of history with whom I confer, but named and nameless ones who left behind the visible world.

Let me remember the world is not the world.

Consider:

Can I thank those who came before me?

Reading:

❖ “I am a part of all that I have met;” — Alfred, Lord Tennyson, Ulysses

❖ “We carry our history with us. We are our history.” — James Baldwin, I Am Not Your Negro

❖ “Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses…” — Hebrews 12:1 (KJV)

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~B.R.

Facts

Letter 4520

I saw a vole running along the wall.

Its world is filled with huge objects, the wheelbarrow the size of a mountain.

My world, too — how large is my mountainside when viewed by you, Lord?

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How small am I? And yet so loved.

Let me embrace my position in your world, Lord.

Consider:

Can I be grateful today?

Reading:

❖ “I believe a leaf of grass is no less than the journey work of the stars.” — Walt Whitman, Song of Myself

❖ “That’s here. That’s home. That’s us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives.” — Carl Sagan, Pale Blue Dot: A Vision of the Human Future in Space

❖ “What is man, that thou art mindful of him? and the son of man, that thou visitest him?” — Psalm 8:4 (KJV)

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~B.R.