Friday, May 3, 2019

Dear God, how can I diminish self? The more I seek this, the more I therefore and thinking inwardly.

Self grows stronger. Even as I stay along the margins, I imagine the days of being at the center of attention.

Lord, occupy my mind and hands: crowd out these incessant thoughts of self with labor.

(Letter #1,574)

Thursday, May 2, 2019

Dear God, my thoughts turn so quickly to myself. I am consumed by striving and grasping, by worries over my status among my fellows. At the core of this restlessness is fear of judgment.

Lord, let me inhabit this life, as given and directed by you, in comfort. Grant me that true acceptance.

(Letter #1,573)

Wednesday, May 1, 2019

Dear God, let me have true love for others today.

Let me help others from the background and margins – let me not take center stage. Take away my vanity, dear Lord, and leave behind love.

Now, let me, Lord, set about to spread your love in all I do.

(Letter #1,572)